ONCOLOGIST HAS WARNED ME THAT BLOOD CLOTS ARE COMMON WITH THIS CHEMO COCKTAIL.
THE LAST TIME AROUND LOST MY RIGHT LUNG DUE TO A BLOOD CLOT AND HAD TO DO 18 MONTHS OF LOVENOX SHOTS TO THE BELLY 2X A DAY.
I'M SO SCARED, I'VE GOT TEARS STREAMING DOWN MY FACE AS I TYPE THIS. ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS THE GIRLS AND HUBBY AND MY GRANDDAUGHTER.
I'M JUST SO SCARED.
1|1|Tonya, you are most definitely in my prayers and thoughts.....we're here for you, I hope you know that! |saint6811|waylan@comcast.net|09:10:26|06/22/2012|
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2|2|so sorry my prayers for you,|LindaOH|Martinl3@roadrunner.com|09:36:41|06/22/2012|
linda 3|1|Praying for you and sending good thoughts your way!!!!|padrifter|candles@nb.net|09:53:00|06/22/2012|
http://www.refundsweepers.com/dcforum/feedback/127.html 4|2|TONYA, YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS & PRAYERS|Heyushell|heyushell@aol.com|10:05:06|06/22/2012|
PLEASE KNOW THAT WE WILL ALL BE SENDING POSITIVES THOUGHTS YOUR WAY!!!
SHELLEY-OHIO :O)
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*~~If Your A "Wine Salesman" And Have Wine Tags....I Wanna Marry You~~* 5|1|PRAYS AND HUGS TO YOU|kawanti|kawanti@insightbb.com|10:32:16|06/22/2012|
:) 6|1|Prayers going your way.|mepeaches3|rgh1967@sbcglobal.net|11:02:17|06/22/2012|
YOu and your family will be in my prayers. Stay Strong. 7|1|prayers and good thoughts for you!!|dlpavitt|dlpavitt@att.net|11:21:46|06/22/2012|
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9|1|prayers going up and keeping you in them here ((HUGS))|Skaytes|skaytez@gmail.com|13:48:05|06/22/2012|
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10|2|tears are only natural....been there, and you still do not feel better after the cry|BusterBrown|srfreezerqueen@hotmail.com|18:08:04|06/22/2012|
which really sucks...After a cpl of days you become too exhausted to cry-thats when you suck it up and say bring it on....You beat it once, and have been doing well....same attitude will get you thru it...hugs to you...and text me if you need me... 11|1|praying for you girlie (((HUGS)))~*~|RebekkaVA|queen_vulture@msn.com|18:45:02|06/22/2012|
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12|2|Praying for you and your family|petunia1|sweetpea39@comcast.net|19:06:20|06/22/2012|
sorry you have to go through this again. Really stinks BIG time.
LMK if I can do anything for you
Hugs ~ 13|3|Tonya , Stay strong will keep you in my thoughts and prayers|melpaul|Melpaul199@aol.com|22:22:08|06/22/2012|
Keep the faith and stay strong! 14|4|Praying for healing and peace to you and your family|angNC|memawang@nc.rr.com|00:13:53|06/23/2012|
Remember you never fail till you stop trying. 15|5|Tonya, will keep you in my prayers and remember that HE is always there to help comfort you!!! Hang in there!!|cashcoll|cashcoll@yahoo.com|06:24:23|06/23/2012|
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16|1|Tonya, so very sorry to see what you are going through. I just sent a prayer your way. May God Bless you and help you with all this. |flapper|joyphalen@yahoo.com|08:08:06|06/23/2012|
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Garnette member 17|1|Sending extra special prayer & big (((HUGS))) to you! :)|maraj|maraj64@hotmail.com|08:19:38|06/23/2012|
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18|1|Ah Tonya, I will keep you in my prayers.|Ranalt|ainebailey@gmail.com|10:26:26|06/23/2012|
Life is like a cup of tea,
It's all in how you make it.
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19|1|So sorry to hear that|dragonmom|sueedelmann@yahoo.com|16:33:03|06/23/2012|
My SIL just started chemo last week, and they kept yelling at her not to cross her legs because of blood clots! I will have to tell her to listen to them. That is not something they've ever told me, I asked my doctor and he said it's not a big concern for my chemo.
Sorry you have to go through this again, but I know you will make it, you're a strong person.
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20|2|THANKS EVERYONE :o)|tonyas30|tonyas30@hotmail.com|09:08:47|06/24/2012|
I WAS JUST REALLY HAVING A BAD DAY AND STILL AM. DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS ABOUT THIS BOARD JUST FEELS LIKE FAMILY. I CAN COME HEAR AND CRY AND YELL AND SCREAM IF I WANT), I CAN'T LET MY FAMILY SEE ME LIKE THIS RIGHT NOW. FEELING MORE BEAT DOWN. TRYING TO GET MY HEARD WRAPPED AROUND THIS.
ME, HUBBY, BOTH DAUGHTERS, AND THE GRANDBABY WENT TO RELAY FOR LIFE ON FRIDAY, FELT BETTER AND WENT BACK AGAIN SATURDAY.
ITS JUST REALLY HARD. I TOLD MYSELF WHEN I WALKED OUT THOSE DOORS FROM MY LAST CHEMO TREATMENT IN 2009, I WOULD NEVER WALK BACK IN. DAMN NEAR KILLED ME THE FIRST GO AROUND. AND NOW I FIND MYSELF IN A DIFFERENT TIME BUT SAME PLACE. AND I HAVE MORE REASONS
I'VE NEVER BEEN A QUITTER AND I HAVE LIVED ON MY OWN SINCE I WAS 17. NO MATTER WHAT HAS HAPPENED IN MY LIFE ( MAY HORRIBLE THINGS), I'VE NEVER GIVEN UP. I MAY HAVE BAD DAYS WHERE I'VE WANTED TO BUT I JUST DIG DEEP AND KEEP GOING.
I WANT TO SEE MY YOUNGEST GRADUATE FROM HIGH SCHOOL AND GO ONTO COLLEGE, AND REALIZE/LIVE HER DREAMS. SHE IS A BEAUTIFUL YOUNG LADY AND I WANT EVERYTHING FOR HER THAT I NEVER HAD.
I WANT TO SEE MY OLDEST DAUGHTER TURN HER LIFE AROUND AND REALIZE SHE HAS A HAND IN HER OWN DESTINY. IF SHE DOES NOT LIKE HOW IT IS, DO SOMETHING, CHANGE IT. I WANT HER TO BE THE YOUNG WOMAN I RAISED HER TO BE.
I WANT TO SEE MY GRANDDAUGHTER CRAWL, AND TAKE HER FIRST STEPS INTO MY LOVING ARMS, I WANT TO HEAR HER LAUGH AND COMFORT HER WHEN SHE CRIES, I WANT TO HEAR HER SAY GRAMMY AND GRAMPY, I WANT TO TAKE HER TO SEE MICKEY (SHE LOVES MICKEY), I WANT TO BE THERE TO SEE HER OFF TO KINDERGARTEN ALL THE WAY THROUGH COLLEGE.
I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL, TO BE A NURSE, THEN GO ON TO BE AN ONCOLOGY NURSE.
AND I WANT TO GROW OLD WITH MY HUSBAND. I WANT A PAIR OF ROCKING CHAIRS ON THE FRONT PORCH SO I CAN WATCH ALL MY BABIES/GRANBABIES/GREAT GRANDBABIES AND LOOK AT HIM AND SAY DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN.....
DEAR GOD, I KNOW IT SOUND LIKE A LOT, BUT I JUST WANT TO LIVE LONGER LIKE ANOTHER 60 YEARS ON THIS EARTH BEFORE COMING HOME TO YOUR LOVING ARMS.
I'LL CONTINUE TO FIGHT THE FIGHT.
AND THANKS EVERYONE FOR YOUR PRAYERS. I KNOW PRAYER HELPS SO PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOURS.
AND THANK YOU FOR "BEING THERE" FOR ME.
21|3|Tonya, you are a strong lady.....and you only want what we all want, it's not asking too much at all.....my wish and prayer for you is that your every want come to be.....|saint6811|waylan@comcast.net|09:49:58|06/24/2012|
" You'll get what's coming to you ... Unless it was mailed."
22|1|UPDATE|tonyas30|tonyas30@hotmail.com|10:21:33|07/19/2012|
I WONT BE DOING THAT CHEMO COCKTAIL AGAIN. WAY TOO MANY SIDE EFFECTS, THE RISKS NOW OUTWEIGH THE BENEFITS.SO BACK NEXT MONTH TO TALK ABOUT OTHER OPTIONS WITH THE ONCOLOGIST.
ALSO HUBBY JUST WENT BACK TO WORK TODAY. NO ASSISTANCE FROM THE COUNTY AS HE WASNT OUT OF WORK LONG ENOUGH. BILLS ARE BACKED UP, SCHOOL IS RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER SO NEED TO FIGURE ALL THAT OUT , OUR YOUNGEST JUST GOT HER TEMP PERMIT AND WE NEED TO ENROLL HER IN DRIVING CLASSES THE FIRST WEEK OF AUGUST BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS AND THAT COSTS $300. I AM GOING TO BE LISTING SEVERAL AUCTIONS, PLEASE BID IF YOU SEE ANYTHING THAT INTERESTS YOU. WE WERE ABLE TO GO TO A PANTRY BUT STILL NEED TO STOCK THE FRIDGE AND BUY A NEW FREEZER AS THE POWER SURGE DID SOMETHING TO THE OTHER ONE AND IT DOES NOT FREEZE WELL NOW EVEN AT HIGHEST TEMP STUFF IS MUSHY AND WONT FREEZE SOLIDLY. HUBBIES TRUCK IS ON ITS LAST LEG, WE TRIED TO GET A USED ONE FROM A BUY HERE PAY HERE PLACE BUT BECAUSE OF THE FORECLOSURE COMING UP WE WERE TURNED DOWN, AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST OUR HOME IS SET FOR SHERIFFS SALE ON AUGUST 10, 2012. ALWAYS SEEMS EVERYTHING HAPPENS AT ONCE.
DESPITE EVERYTHING, I AM SO DAMNED HAPPY TO BE HERE. I LOVE MY HUSBAND, I LOVE MY DAUGHTERS, I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY GRANDDAUGHTER (SHE IS SO MUCH FUN, SHE JUST STARTED CRAWLING, AND SHE CALLS ME MAMMY, CALLS HER AUNT NENE, AND DOESNT CALL GRAMPY ANYTHING YET LOL SO WE WILL WORK ON THAT), AND I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND ITS A GREAT DAY TO BE ALIVE : ) 23|2|((HUGS)) and keeping you in prayers here. Such a very strong lady you are!|Skaytes|skaytez@gmail.com|12:01:06|07/19/2012|
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24|2|You're strength and grace in all that you are facing is absolutely inspiring, Tonya.....you and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.....and I'll be watching for some goodies to bid on :)|saint6811|waylan@comcast.net|12:25:58|07/19/2012|
" You'll get what's coming to you ... Unless it was mailed."
26|2|Praising God for your bllessiings|angNC|memawang@nc.rr.com|16:11:44|07/20/2012|
and you didn't have to send me a ty for sending a card.
It was hardly nothing
25|1|Praying God see's you though this, giving you the strength and peace that you need.|Quietwaters|Quietwaters39@hotmail.com|12:50:07|07/19/2012|
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it was from and didn't open it. But it's safe to open. Take care Joy (flapper on RS)
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Garnette member 28|2|Thanks Joy for the card - so pretty to watch it come to life|tonyas30|tonyas30@hotmail.com|10:06:21|07/23/2012|
:O) 29|3|Your welcome, glad you enjoyed it. |flapper|joyphalen@yahoo.com|08:12:17|07/25/2012|
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Garnette member 30|4|I am praying for you Tonya...|pattyo|pattyolc@aol.com|04:48:28|07/29/2012|
Prayers work..God Bless you.. I do feel your fear..Hoping GOD gives you strength through all of this........
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