I am completely normal, and I know it. I just need to vent a bit... Well not really vent since I am not complaining, juts need to get it out...
SO I am now in my 32nd week. Timothy is doing great, me not so much, but we are getting through. Because of the way I am carrying I have a very hard time getting around. Everyday seems to be a bit harder. My doctor said we would talk about a c-section when I hit 32 weeks. I see him Thursday. I hope then we will have an idea when this little boy will arrive.
Because I am having such a hard time getting around (I don't stick out much at all, he is more inside and pushing everything up more then usual... That is according to my doctor) and breathing I know my time getting out and about is quickly coming to an end. With that in mind we are doing a big shopping day on Saturday. I want everything we still need bought and ready to go. Now I am worried I forgot to put important things on my list! LoL
Now as most of you know I was told I could not have kids. I accepted that and with my age I decided a few years ago that kids were just not going to be a part of my life (even adoption after I hit my late 30's) and when we got pregnant we were completely shocked. I guess someone was wrong....
The last week I have had these moments of internal freak outs! Thoughts of 'what am I doing?' 'we must be crazy!' and 'they are not really going to let us take this baby home, ARE THEY?!?!' I am sure a lot of mommies to be have these thoughts... I know not all do, but many, and am sure I am not losing it, just freaking out a bit!
I told Jeromy when we got to our c-section class last week that we need to find another way to have this baby. I don't wanna push and i don't want another operation.... He said I better start working on a third option or I am going to have a toddler living in me! 
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